Wow – two months have literally flown by – I guess that’s what happens when you’re getting sober at the same time you are planning a huge event for work, getting the little one ready for school, working out, and all the other mundane things that happen in the course of the day, week, month. Yes, there have been times that I truly would have enjoyed a glass of wine, but due to the fact that I had several false starts as I attempted to get sober, I just can’t seem to throw away the days that I’ve strung together. And, who the hell am I kidding? ONE glass of wine? Yeah, sure. Like that would happen.
Honestly, I’m feeling a bit bulletproof these days, and I don’t necessarily find that to be healthy, but I really do feel like nothing can stand in the way of my sobriety. Dangerous? Hell yes. Normal?? Not sure. I’ve never gone this long! All I know is that I feel great. Better than great. I’m actually waiting for the pink clouds to dissipate and for real life to come raining down on me, and I hope that I have enough sense to realize that that will be a part of the process, and that I can handle it when it does happen. Until then, I will continue to bask in the glow of a new and healthy way of life. It’s good!